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Sunday, June 10, 2012

Protecting


FOREWORDS

A leader’s task is to protect the members.
I believe that with all my heart. So I try my best protecting my members. Though maybe my way of protecting doesn’t seem like protecting for the others.
But every road is rocky road, Changmin.

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A/N: Warning! 1) This theme may be sensitive for some readers. Please take note that I don’t take side between JYJ and Homin and I am not trying to make a theory on their split. I am just trying to imagine that maybe, maybe Yunho had once felt this way. 2) This has not been revised yet. I really want to revise here and there but as I read and read again, I just can’t. So here it is, raw, as what I wrote for the first time. Pardon for any incoherent sentences and jumpy plot.

 



Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Birthday Presents chapter 3

Birthday Present#3


As no one expected, rain poured down out of blue just five minutes before Jinwoon’s practice was dismissed. It should be spring since it was still early May, so a rainy afternoon was strange. However, due to the big issue almost all countries were talking about—global warming—summer seemed to come faster.
 
Jinwoon ran a little along the stone path. His right hand tried to make a shield for his face. When he reached the green house, he wiped water dripping through his face from his hair and squeezed the edge of his shirt, which was no use. He pushed the door slowly and stepped in.
 
“Seulin?” his eyes wandered around, searching for the girl.
 
“Oh, you come!” Seulin’s head appeared between the pots of Carnations. She put off her gloves and approached Jinwoon. “Wow, you’re wet.” She pointed. “You ran through the rain?”
 
“Kind of.” Jinwoon grinned. He looked around, searching for a place to put his bag down but found nothing so he just carelessly put it down next to some pots. He rolled his sleeves. “What do I do now?”
 
“I have taken weeds out of the pots. We only have to water them, then sort out which are the best and going to be used for the event.” She walked to a corner and left his bag there, next to hers. “But before that, you need to dry yourself.” She handed him a towel.
 
“You did all these by yourself?” Jinwoon followed Seulin to where she was before he came. His hands were busy drying his hair.
 
“What? Taking care of the flowers? No, I suppose to work with that irritating friend of yours, but since he loves escaping his job so much, I’m so going to make President kick him out of Student Council.” She turned the tap and started watering the nearest pots. “Sometimes the others from Student Council would help me when Jooyeong escaped, but they all apparently are busy today.”
 
Both of them dealt with the pots for a long hour full of sweats. After an hour, the pots had been arranged and the Carnations section looked pleasantly neat. Seulin stared at their work in satisfaction.
 
“You really love flowers so much, don’t you?” Jinwoon said as he stretched his body. Seulin turned to look at his face. “Since we were young, you liked to help out at your mother’s florist.”
 
She chuckled. “It is my mother’s florist, how can I not help her?”
 
“But you are the only girl I ever know who has that much of interest in flowers.” Jinwoon turned around and looked outside. “Ah, the rain is getting harder. I don’t think we can even get out of here without getting drenched.” He sighed.
 
“Let’s wait for the rain to stop. You absolutely can’t run through the rain again or you will really catch a cold tomorrow.”
 
Jinwoon sighed again. “But there’s nothing we can do here.”
 
“Who says?” Seulin’s eyes sparkled. “We can celebrate your birthday here.”
 
He chuckled in instant. “You want to celebrate it again? Aren’t you bored?”
 
She signed him a ‘no, no’ finger. “I’m gonna celebrate it in a way the other had never done before.” She said confidently.
 
He got excited. “That sounds very promising.”
 
She took his arm and made him sat on the floor and leaned on the glass wall.
 
“Hey, the floor is—“
 
“It’s not like your clothes are clean, Jinwoon. Besides there is no chair here, so bare with it, okay?”
 
Seulin went to another corner. Jinwoon couldn’t see what she was doing because it’s already dark. She took quite a long time preparing things. He didn’t want to disturb her by asking things because he knew she hates being questioned while working with something she likes.
 
The atmosphere was very peaceful. The sound of rain dropping somehow calmed Jinwoon. Right in front of him was the white Carnations pots. He closed his eyes, enjoying the atmosphere. Unconsciously, his mind drifted to his childhood.
 
His mother often took him to the florist belonged to Seulin’s mother. She liked flowers so much—more than Seulin. She regularly bought flowers for decorations. She bought various flowers, but she bought pink Carnation the most often. He guessed it’s her favorite flower.
 
During their visits, he always saw Seulin taking care of the flowers. Either cutting or arranging them in a bouquet. Or sometimes watering those they planted at their backyard. ‘She was too diligent doing those works.’
 
“Happy birthday to you,” Jinwoon heard Seulin’s voice and a guitar being played. He opened his eyes.
 

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

#2comebacks1tvxq

#2comebacks1tvxq Yunho @mjjeje @6002theMicky @0101xiahtic Changmin
No, I'm not being sentimental, people. I'm being supportive to all of them. To Jung Yunho. To Kim Jaejoong. To Park Yoochun. To Kim Junsu. To Shim Changmin.
To Dong Bang Shin Ki. The boyband with the largest official fan club members in the world. The boyband who debuted on December 26, 2003. The boyband who went through all those hardships in order to stand on this state. The boyband who is currently on separation.
 

Monday, August 29, 2011

Birthday Presents chapter 2

Birthday Present#2


The basketball hall was full of people like usual. A group of cheerleaders gathered at one side, yelling their cheers for the boys practicing at the field. As Mr. Coach blew his whistle, signaling break time, the girls in sync started to sing Happy Birthday song. A girl with red hair band and the broadest smile on her face went to the front with her both hand holding a black forest cake.
 
“Jinwoon-ah, happy birthday!” she said.
 
Wiping his running down sweats, Jinwoon approached the girls. “Wow, girls, you don’t have to do this.”
 
“This is nothing, Oppa!” said the brown-haired girl on the left of the girl holding the cake.
 
“Yeah, we practically do this for the other members on their birthdays too.”
 
“Come on, Jinwoon, make a wish and blow the candles!”
 
Jinwoon closed his eyes for a good second then blew the candles gently. The girls—except the one who was holding the cake—clapped happily. The brown-haired girl handed him knife.
 
“Thanks, Sohee. Hmm, whom should I give the first slice?” Jinwoon looked at the girls’ faces, examined which one showed more expectations.
 
“Me! Give it to me, Oppa!”
 
“Yah, Sunmi, why on earth Jinwoon Oppa should give the first slice to you?” Sohee glared the other girl.
 
“Just because—“
 
“Oh, stop, you two! And you, Jung Jinwoon, I don’t care whomever you’ll give it but please just make it quick, I can’t stand it anymore~ Can’t you see my hands trembling?” The girl who seemed to be the oldest between the three whined. “Or just give it to me. I did quite much for this surprise.” She winked.
 
Jinwoon laughed. “Oh, really? What did you do, Nicole?” he teased her.
 
“Oh come on, Jung Jinwoon~ This cake is not as light as feather!” Nicole protested.
 
“Fine, fine.” Jinwoon lifted the knife and carefully cut the cake into some slices. He took a slice and feed it to Nicole. “First slice is to beautiful Nicole who had work very hard to hold the cake~”
 
“Yah! Why do you—“
 
“Say ‘ah~’, Cola~” Jinwoon shoved it to her mouth to cut her.
 
“Aaaawwwwww~~ Nicole Onni, you’re so lucky!” Sohee cooed.
 

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Birthday Presents chapter 1

Birthday Present#1



Jinwoon opened his locker and soon was greeted by lots of things fell down to the floor, causing some noises. People around him turned and started teasing.
 
“Wow, how colorful!”
 
“Need help to finish them, Woon?”
 
Jinwoon chuckled at them. “Shut up, boys.” He bent and picked some cards. He read them. “Happy birthday Jinwoon… Oppa happy birthday… Stay healthy and live happily… Happy birthday Jinwoon Oppa…” He picked some more from the floor. “If you all want to congratulate me, you should give me presents too… In fact, the presents are the most important.” He chuckled again as he talked to himself.
 
Birthday present#1: Lollipops, chocolates, and all kinds of sweets.
 
“They did.” Jinyoung, leaning at his side, pointed to the floor. “Look, they gave you lollipops and chocolates. Tons of sweets, really.” He took an orange lollipop from Jinwoon’s locker, unwrapped and stuck it into his mouth. Jinyoung let out cheerful cry, swayed his body around as he enjoyed the orange flavor filling his mouth.
 
Jinwoon chuckled on that act of the boy standing near him. “It’s not like they don’t fill up this locker with every kinds of confections they can find yesterday, or the day before.” He stared at the mess on the floor. “See yours, I bet they fill it up too.” He added.
 
“Nuh-uh, I’d like to save it for later.” Jinyoung still enjoyed the lollipop. “And I know you’ll let me enjoy yours.” He winked and earned a disgusted grunt from Jinwoon.
 
“Receiving what you receive everyday doesn’t feel like receiving birthday presents.” Jinwoon stretched his arms, gathered all the confections and shoved them back to his locker, but some managed to slip and fall again. He bent to pick them, but someone was faster.
 
“Yah, it’s not like you don’t enjoy those sweets. And how can you expect they don’t flood you, one of the Princes of Sweets, with tons of sweets on your birthday?” Minyoung shoved the slipped confections to Jinwoon’s locker and stole a bar of chocolate. She had ripped the wrapping and taken a bite when she asked him, “Can I have this one?”
 
Jinwoon messed her hair. “Min, you bit it already and now you ask?” She grinned at his remark.
 

Monday, August 1, 2011

Birthday Presents

Jung Jinwoon, the son of rigid, successful businessman Jung Jihoon. Together with Jung Jinyoung, Jinwoon is one of the well-known Jung twins who earned the title Princes of Sweets in their school. Jinwoon is also the little brother of the courteous, vigorous basketball player Jung Yunho.
 
Along his life, people have always marked him as ‘one of Mr. Jung’s good looking sons’, ‘the younger brother of Captain Jung’, or ‘the twin brother of playful Jinyoung’. He has never mind. He loves his family. His brothers are his most precious things in the world.
 
But he does have this little crave kept very well at the deepest side of his heart. A yearn for being recognized not as the sibling of his brothers nor one of the Jung family’s sons. He longs someone to see him as Jinwoon, the way he is.
 
Today is May 2nd. The day when Jung Jinwoon officially turns another year older. As expected, people around him flood him with the predictable presents. He accepts them with opened hands and happy smiles plastered on his face, of course, as the well-mannered him. However, he braves himself to secretly wish that for a humble wee moment, his deepest thirst to be satisfied.
 
He doesn’t keep his hope high. He has learnt not to when it comes to this matter, and he loyally sticks to that.
 
Unknown to him, a pair of eyes catches that silent hope shimmers in his eyes.
 
CHARACTERS
 
Jung Jinwoon
Jung Jinyoung
Im Seulin
Jung Yunho
Lee Minyoung
Nicole Jung
 
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Another fanfic featuring Jung Jinwoon :) With Jinyoung and Yunho as well. And still Im Seulin as the heroine, hehehe. This is more likely to be a three-shot.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Same as You



For all ChangU shippers out there :) Enjoy!

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Thump, thump. Thump, thump.
 
IU buried her head under the pillow. She’d been tossing here and there on her bed for almost an hour.
 
She sighed. She had used up her precious resting time, which she rarely got to spend by sleeping in her comfortable small room, by flooding her mind with things she shouldn’t think about. Things that even though she thought about until her head exploded wouldn’t earn her more resting time between her astoundingly extra tight schedules nowadays. Things that… oh, why should she thought about that?
 
IU stretched her body, opened up one of her eyes. Her sight fell to her cell phone out sticking out under her pillow. ‘Maybe some music will distract me,’ she thought, but she was wrong. As soon as she touched the display, the petite gadget flashed the picture of her and that person from that occasion.
 
00—FLASHBACK—00

MC Lee Hwijae positioned Changmin and IU so they stood facing each other. The other Heroes casts couldn’t stop praising them.
 
“Oh, how pretty…”
 
“Totally cute!”
 
“They really match each other, don’t they?”
 
Lee Hwijae took the bouquet from IU’s hand, and positioned it between IU’s and Changmin’s faces. IU held her smile, waiting for the moment the eyes met.
 
“One, two, three!”
 
In instant, as Lee Hwijae moved the bouquet, Changmin gazed straight into IU’s eyes. Still maintaining her smile, IU also locked her eyes on his, looked into his eyes deeper. The corner of Changmin’s lips curled up, his eyes started creating his well-known mismatched formation. In less than five seconds, he cut the eye contact and hung his head low, laughing nervously. IU couldn’t forget the way he looked at that time. Also the one when the photo shoot began. One of the poses inquired Changmin to clutch IU’s hand and pretend as if he’s going to kiss it.
 
“Changmin-ah, the way you do it, it looks like you’re going to smell it.” the photographer in charge commented.
 
His grip began to loosen as his whole body shook as result of restraining laughter. For a moment, his feather-like grip felt like being a conductor for some electrical currents poking IU’s nerves. IU swore for a split of second, she saw those mismatched eyes reappeared. For that split of second too, the muscles of her heart seemed like forgetting how to beat.

00—END OF FLASHBACK—00
 
IU let out heavy breath. It’s not the first time she involved in such situation with male idols. Changmin wasn’t the first. Seulong, Wooyoung, and Lee Joon had been her partners. She had through the phases of jumping up and down when a girl gets too close to a handsome young man idolized by the whole country.
 
The first time Seulong threw his arms around her in their Nagging performance, IU thought she was spelled the Petreficus Totalus as Hermione once spelled to Neville in Harry Potter—she couldn’t remember the volume. Her vocal cord was almost unable to reach the correct tone without any trembles after in a performance in December Seulong out of blue pulled her into his embrace.
 
She was almost being immune with the delay of oxygen supply to the earth or any other organs because her heart dropped in nearly all of her Dream High scenes with Wooyoung. She was about to be convinced her legs were made of plastics when she had to do the kissing scene with Wooyoung.
 
She could described in detail how the heart of a girl would pound crazily when being caught staring a young man, only in wife beater, exercising. About how she’s touched because the young man used her name in a unique way while confessing to her. Though they were all parts of My Heart Beating’s scenes, she had to admit she was totally captivated by his always shining eyes during the shooting. His comical expressions often made him looked like a muscle idiot, but those foolish smiles had never missed to make IU’s heart wanted to escape from its place.
 
But those men had never made IU lost her beautiful sleeps for weeks. None of them had ever continously filled her head and pushed her to surf the internet only to find her pictures with that man.
 
Except the tall man with the mismatched smile, who is adored by hundred thousands fans of a boyband with the biggest number of official fanclub members in the world.
 

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

New Home

WARNING: This drabble contains a sensitive theme for TVXQ fans.



“Welcome to our new home!” Junsu squealed.

“Wow, the view is great here!” Jaejoong exclaimed as he opened the window.

“Hyung, I want to take this room! This is mine, okay?” Junsu said as he ran with his luggage into the room across the TV.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Wrong Number

WARNING: This theme may be sensitive for some DBSK fans.
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“I’m sorry, you called the wrong number. [giggles] Please try again. [Beep sound]”

He was transferred to mailbox.

Changmin sighed. “Hyung,” he looked down. “I know you have reasons for not staying. I’m not blaming you for not enduring it any longer. We had much and I understand why you want to fight back.”

“I believe you aren’t one of them who said Yunho hyung and I are coward because we chose to stay.” He bit his lip. “You know what made us took the different way.”

Drops formed in the corner of his eyes. “Fate is just being cruel to us.”

If only we could go back to those early years.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Love in the Ice

WARNING: This drabble contains a sensitive theme for TVXQ fans.


The weather was hot. I went to the nearest cold beverages machine. I got two cans as Changmin wanted one. Then I saw him.

He’s walking to the machine too. I examined his figure. He gained more weight.

He froze ten steps away from me.

His player yet warm look then removed by an awkward one. I swore, our fans would still be swooned even with that face.

Friday, June 3, 2011

Interrogated II

Please note that this is not the continuation of Interrogated, but it is somehow related.

 
It’s been so long since the four gorgeous men showed up in front of me. I have never expected they will show up again because they will only showed up if I don’t live my life well—and I feel I’m living my life well now.

But then again, it’s Changmin sitting on the sofa in front of me. I can’t be wrong, it’s Changmin. I recognize his new haircut, the one for his latest album, which is only slightly different from his haircut for Best Selection. And the way he stares at me… it’s the look belongs to him only.

I can’t help but furrow my brows. Why is he here? What did I do wrong? Why is he alone?

Interrogated

Those four boys—or I should say, young men—sat in front of me. Not in the same couch, but somehow they manage to give the same tense—the tense of an interrogation.

I didn’t make any voice. I simply looked at them who stared at me with different gazes. Key shot a stern look. Jinwoon’s was concerned one. Shiwon’s was, as always, a caring gaze. Changmin’s was more like ‘what part can't you understand?’.


Being the oldest among the five, Shiwon broke the silence. “You know why we are here now, right?” he started off very slowly.


I nodded.


“I can't get it, really,” Changmin cut the intro, “which parts of that guy attracted you? His qualification doesn’t even approach the minimum of your standards!”


I sighed. “Why are all of you put so much care on this problem? I mean, it’s just I like this boy, that’s all. And I’m not someone to all of you; I’m just a common fan girl.”


“It’s not just ‘that’s all’. Well, you are a fan girl, that’s a fact, but you chose us as your models of The One. We have to make sure you choose the right one. We can't just sit back and do nothing. It’s our responsibility as the chosen ones.” Key stated. “If you mind with us interfere, you are free to pick others as your models of The One.” He added.